Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in cyclops76's LiveJournal:

Monday, November 14th, 2005
10:49 pm	Quite Accurate Test Any Librans out there?? This test is quite accurate!!! You scored as Libra. You get along best with the sign of Libra. Altough Librans may appears as fickle, or indecisive, they are wonderful friends to have. Librans constantly strive for balance; they do their best to make sure life runs smoothly and fairly for everyone. They are considerate, tactful, loving people. Who could posibly resist a Libran's charm =D ?? They are lovers of art and beauty. The only problem with Librans is that they can be very clingy and dependent upon others at times. </td> Taurus 90% Libra 90% Cancer 80% Aquarius 75% Aries 75% Leo 65% Capricorn 60% Gemini 55% Virgo 45% Pisces 45% Scorpio 45% Sagittarius 40% What sign of the Zodiac are you meant for? created with QuizFarm.com Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
9:05 pm	Birthday !!! Believe it or not, This is what my birthdays says about me !!!! Hehe !!!! Your Birthdate: October 16 You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean? Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 13th, 2005
2:11 pm	Me a Bear??? Should I change my nick to " Bear Bear" Went to the wedding dinner of one of my colleague yesterday. Was sitting on the same table with another female colleague with her daughter. Her daughter said i looked like a bear. Children never lie. Haiz me a bear?? Guess have to admit it. Children just say what they see. Guess i have to work on more exercise regime to make myself less of a bear. He he. Anyone out there who wants to know a "bear" just drop me a comment. But i just look like a bear and not really a bear if you catch i  mean. Haha!!! Current Mood: amused (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
10:49 pm	Its only MONDAY !!!! (1) Its only monday and i guess i am suffering from monday blues. My boss is back from his week long vacation and the first thing that he does is to bombard me with tons of emails about the action items over the past week. Hell i have to suffer for his week long holiday and so spent the whole morning replying his mail. What an irony!!! We are only sitting 2 tables apart!!!  PS: Of course i sneaked some time to sms cyclone76  (2) Finally 6 o'clock has arrived. Took the time to do some shopping downtown  Proceeded to Grand Hyatt for birthday as well as bachelor night. This is the first time i saw a prospective bridegroom look so gloomy. I thought marriage is suppose to be a super duper happy event. but the colleague of mine is like so gloomy ever since he open the wedding invitation over to me. But luckily i don't think i will ever land in his state. Thank whoever is up there for this. (3) Finally end of dinner. Everyone was like going to fall asleep over the dinner. Although food was good but overall it was a super boring dinner. As usual i sent almost everyone back. My colleague commented that i was such a nice person but what the hell for being nice, I can still find my soul mate with being nice. Maybe this is cause i am by nature a shy person so my social circle is very confined. My best friend also always commented that being too nice and emotional is my biggest weakness as well. Haiz!!! Current Mood: lonely (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
9:54 am	Feast for the holiday season Food food food and more food !!!! For the past 2 days and this coming afternoon, i am honored to be invited for some hari raya meals by my colleagues. The food that they have prepared can only be described by "Sedap". Even for the same dish for example rendang, the taste differs from cook to cook. By far I think my malay colleagues are top chefs in their own rights. Even their kuehs which are being prepared by them is so tempting. Anyway i am a more kueh and cake person than a main course person. Talking about the food makes my mouth salivate. However i need to be mindful of my intake. This is like tempting eve with the apple. Good luck to me. Current Mood: thankful (Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
9:57 pm	Human nature at work place Although i have really accumulated tons of experience from my past 4 years at work, however most of my colleagues and ex colleagues work attitude can only be describe with a word " Taiji". Till now my work philosophy is still that "if you are being paid to perform certain tasks, you jolly well do it". Today when i was driving back from lunch with one of my lunch partner and we were discussing some work issues in the car. It so happens that i was her superior and during the drive back, i was asking her about performing certain tasks which needs some co-operation with other departments. She was giving loads and tons of excuse on why the task cannot be done and the miscommunication that had occurred. To me only one thing is very clear, we are the service provider and we will serve without grudges and excuses. When all of us purchase things, we are always complaining about the sales person on how poor their attitude is but when we are in the shoes of the sales person, we cannot perform. This is how pathetic the whole situation is. The task the was mentioned earlier then could be completed with me intervening and doing the liaising. To me, it is not a very difficult task and it is definitely achievable. Hopefully the situation will improve with guidance. The world will be a better place tomorrow. Enjoy today and live for tomorrow !!! Current Mood: thoughtful (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
1:55 am	Determination Went out with Mr Ng's newfound friend and ex student. Mr Ng, how we have aged!!! And to those in the crowd today, i was teasing when i was saying that i was much thinner in my youth. Alas it si so hard to cut down weight these few years. Ever since uni days, i can only see the bathroom scale increase in numbers and never go down. Need really to cut down weight now. That will be my target till the end of this year. To the new friend that i met today, it is easy to increase weight and vice versa is true also. Be glad that now you are still slim enough. Trust me the weight will increase as years go by. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 31st, 2005
9:56 pm	Someone get my attention please Have created the account and have tried to write some LJ to voice out my depressing thoughts over the past fews days. Think the rainy clouds are over  and hopefully the sun will come out after the heavy rain. A rainbow along the way would be a bonus if i am lucky. Someone get my attention please!!!! Current Mood: crazy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 29th, 2005
3:35 pm	State of denial Denial is part of human nature. When something unpleasent happpens the very first reaction is "Is it true??? Do he really mean what he says???". But guessing and denial will only bring more unanswered questions and eventually depression. I guess this will apply to most of the people out there, regardless of their sex, race or nationality. Eventually in order to move out of the loop, i guess time will make one forget. Only the stronger ones will move out of the loop in a shorter time and hopefully i am one of them. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Friday, October 28th, 2005
11:20 pm	Lost Soul Its a Friday late night and i am wondering to myself what am i doing in my room.. Life feels like a dilemma. Always full of contradiction. At times when solitude is a comforting hand but at other time this hand is like one that burns you right up to the heart.  More and more frequently these few years the question of what i really want always pop up in my mind. Does the majority of the people out there really knows what is it in life that they really want?? Or am i the only one that is so fickle minded??? Life at times feels like so empty but at times the activities seems to overwhelm me. I guess this is what life is about. finding the right feeling to place yourself into at the right time. Today when i went out to have dinner with my friends, they were mentioning that a person's destiny is fixed in cycle of 30 years. Is this the case or not?? Or isn't life what you perceive it to be?? This is a question that i post to anyone that reads this. Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)